Crash & Burn

The pin kept pricking me... twice now! And I didn't feel a thing. Was I becoming immune? Sitting alone. The only light in the darkness was that of the phone display. Patience... Calm... Couldn't!

I waited for the day to unfold. Waiting for the darkness to be engulfed by the sun. Stars looked beautiful tonight... Scattered... Just like my thoughts. I felt weary, tired and more so disgusted. Introspect... What am I doing wrong? I knew what was wrong but couldn't undo it.

Learnt a lesson, you change with times, adjust according to situations, mould, swim with the current. But people DON'T. Worst still fail to understand. Move on... Get over it... Why can't one understand something as simple as that. I felt tired, drained but my eyes didn't wink of sleep. They were teary... That's when you feel vague, futile and more so useless. The agony aunt today can't solve her own problems. I have the solutions but it won't be taken well as he is still stuck... 500 kms away!

Tired... Not given up yet but definitely tired! Still waiting for day break... Is it time then? To take a decision...