Hope!!!

I look up to the dim starry sky,
Questions in my mind asking why,
Why today am at this crossroads?
Why lone do I carry this load?
Many more do I sit and ponder,
Some myself i try answering and wonder,
Not a minute I sit, keep strolling,
The garden plants seem to be sleeping,
I look up again in despair,
Teary eyes gaze a long stare,
I answer some questions myself,
Still, bombardment within me dwells,
At the entity I see,
Rays of light begin to beam,
It brings a sense of happiness and joy,
And dries the tears from my eyes,
Nature was at its best then,
The sunflower to it bends,
It teaches me a lesson at an instant,
Nothing around is ever constant,
Neither the nature, nor my questions,
As for each there has to be a solution,
For every black there's a white,
And, for every darkness there's light,
I walk back to the door,
With courage, confidence &
Hope...

Murderin Time.....

fourth time hve clicked on to this page 2day endin up exitin d page as really dont hve nethin to write!!! but now finally jus gave a thot tht as i type sumthin may jus pop up... an utter waste of d -day must say.. gt up as usual by 11.30 n sat online by 12.15 or so... till 3 i refused to even budge frm my seat*now hve a frozen bck* did wat??? orkuttin... chattin... learnin frm a frnd technicalities of a camera...*gt the defn of iso today in its purest form*...logged into youmint thnx to a curious frnd who made me the same...*already earned a buck.. bling* then facebook.. bck to orkut then gtalk... don think m an addict to these netwrkin sites but these show my absolute capabilities of killin time...!!! murderin it to the core till i c the straight line...

m really in a weird state actually...!! too bored sittin at home...! practically doin nuthin... this is suppose to be a Prep leave*wink*... but its no gud to me...!!! lol spkin of studies its surely gne for a six... endin up jus wastin time n nt studyin... hve realized i gtta study but wen wil it finally happen i donno....!!! hmmm this week on a whole has been dry but end of the week met up few f ma skool frnds.. rejuvenated the days f our school... was relaxed it came at the right time must say....*thnx a ton sonam* constant worry was a frnd goin thru sum prob tht very day cald up to say things al fine..

hmmm al he need was a catharsis... it wrkd well*pat my bck*!! nuthin to write... i donno y ma creative strength seemin to weaken.. wil take time to hold up myself n cum up wid a nice article or sumthin... its jus a phase i knw it...! wil return wid a rockinnn article... I Promise*cross my heart n hope to die :)*

signin off...
Me!!