Excerpt from my day 6.5.10

Each time I click on this link I feel so happie... I love this page coz I can just vent it all out.. The series of this Scholar Loan *read:Educational Loan* saga that is going in my lyf since this past one and half week has frustrated my to the core (maybe that's why I write this). After an eight and half hour duty each at work I come home for an other 2-4 hour discussion on what documents? what to attest? originals in one file..xeroxes in other!! My obsessive father asks me 10 times where this or that paper is kept? where is the original? Each tym he asks with the same innocence that I cant fire back at him. They have always been my "punching bags". All my frustration and irritation used be all out on them till maybe last month. Just the fact that I am not going to be around for 2 years has calmed me down.

This realisation of not being around has hit me hard. These 2 years is something that I longed for so many years and finally I get it! But not being around with my family friends & loved ones sure makes me emotional at times. Evryone wud agree this is something very rare.

There sure are lot of things I will miss. And dealing with them alongside work and this stupid loan, that just doesn't seem to end, is getting difficult. I needed to flush it out & what better place than this!! This is one place that is going to remain with my through out my lyf. I promise to write the most in these 2 years starting from today just so that each one out there experience it with me. 2 years from now I'll be on the other side of the shore when I shall be back and miss "the" years more.. And this blog is going to help me re-live it.. Evry step I take evry move I make at MICA is on this blog!!! :)

Signing off mi amigos!