I Wait....

Sitting there I think,
Think, what made me wink,
Wink my sleep away,
My inner balance that sways,
I sat there & wait,
Think about it straight,
Dont think what is right & wrong,
Tryin my level to hum a song,
On the parapet I still sit,
Every nail I have bit,
My eyes run till I can see,
They dont close to dream,
Reality is what for I wait,
Everything for me is at stake,
Push my head down again,
With a deep held pain,
Down comes a cold shiver,
And there, I wait forever....